Crazy decision!

You guys must think that I’m crazy!
I finished my practical last Friday, 26may2006, but i decided to stay here for another 1 month here...
God! It’s all because the guy that named Eric, who looked liked Kent!
Nay! Don’t think at the wrong way!
I managed to talk to him and he promised me will change after having a long talk with him! I told him that I care and love him so much that I wish him to success in the future and I even told him that I’ll never let him go no matter how many times he is going to hurt me and make me disappointed!
I said you don't let go yourself as I’ll never let you go...
I decided to stay here without payment and jobless now, but to give him and others tuition! I will never know whether the decision that we made right now is the right one at the time being, but I do know that if I didn't stay I will sure regret some day! I knew it, I just knew it!
My God! I experienced so many touching thing here... I feel that I’m alive again!
My God! I’m crazy, right?
Please pray for me, whatever! I’ll never regret of this decision forever, as i feel that God has his will for me on this place.
I talked to mom and dad, but didn't tell them that this staying is because of a guy, a student! i told them I need to settle thing before I go!
ha-ha... my article came out again. Let's check it out!
http://www.sinchew.com.my/content.phtml?sec=14&artid=200605270169http://www.sinchew.com.my/content.phtml?sec=14&artid=200605190235