Basketball fever

May 22, 2006
We went to Taman Peruna today and met Organ and Annuar from Form 5sas2. We played basketball with them and had a great time. I gang with Organ and Annuar with HC. We won 8 points and they got 5 points. Then, met Nafis, Nasir, Grentella, Alexander and Hamira don’t what…
We met Mahathir first and he was shocked because we went to his house. We had time talking to his parents. Dayang really a marvelous girl, if I were a guy, I will chase her. I was disappointed when I didn’t meet Eric, only talked to his mom. His mom is a nice woman and he has a great house. So, I assume that he is not too poor. I asked his phone number from his mom and called him. I asked him to come back, but he said he is not at the nearby, I asked him if it is far or because he doesn’t want to see me. He said not at all and when I said I want to come, he asked if I’m sure, because it’s quite far away, so I said if that so never mind. I heard he said “ALAMAK”, made me afraid if he don’t want to see me or even hate to see me, so I asked again if it’s okay for him for me to meet him once. He asked if I can wait, I said no, and when he asked if I can make another time to meet him, I said no. But I said never mind, as I’ll try to find him another time. His mom asked if he is doing something bad at school. I told her that he is good in school.
I messaged him when came back from Taman Peruna, said that I’m sorry because I didn’t tell him that I want to come. After messaged him, I went to take bath and deep inside my heart that I wished he will reply me, but at the same time, I felt that the chances for him to reply is low. But to my surprise that I received 3 miss called, and I tried to call back. Eric’s dad picked up the call and I told him that I’m his teacher and when I called for the second time after the line went die, I called again and this time I thought it was Eric, so I said “hehe… you come back already, isn’t it?” and only then I realized that it was his father again, so damn ashamed! His dad said that he went out to find us at the field, so I called him and told him that I had came back and he asked me when I want to see him, so I said any time if he has motor then can come to my house, he said he was free anytime. He said will come with his friend. But actually he brought three friends, who volunteer themselves to follow him. I invited them to come in and I asked if I can talk to him personally. We walked along the nearby taman for many times and I told him how I actually feel towards him.
I told him that I will leave this Friday in the house and he asked again if I really have to leave this Friday. I was so happy that at least he asked and when I told him that I’ll go to Taiwan this June, he thought that I’m going to stay there or study there, he asked why I want to go so far? Once again, I was touch and felt to cry… I told him about my decision to stay for another one month, which disproved by the Kementerian Pendidikan Malaysia, he asked why they refuse? Once again, I was touch, it’s hard for me to leave, and I told him that how much I love here and all the students here…
He told me some about his family and said that he hates his sister because she got everything that she wants and he can’t get what he wants most of the time… So I explained to him how I feel and think that his parents love him as well and told him that he should be the model to his other siblings and I knew that he is thinking about it. I asked him what he want to do after SPM, he said planned to go to KL and worked, still I advised him to study and only then work, it will help him a lot in the future. He knocked; hopefully that he got what I’m telling him. I asked if he smoked, drunk, he admitted and no racing anymore now. He even told me that his motor went in the police station 4 times already and wasted a lot of money for the fined. I asked him about his girlfriend and if he really loves her, he said yes, but when I asked if he really love her, he is not sure. I told him that I was surprised when I saw he coupled with her and told him to change her if he really love her, well, if not, then let her go and find somebody better than her. He kept asking me about what I knew about her, I asked him to find out by himself, then his friends came out said that they want to pray, so they went back.
I was so damn happy that he came and before he went away, I told him that do not let go, because I will not let go of him too. I even told him that no matter how many times he made me disappointed, I will never let him go but keep advice him.
At least he came and at least he cared… to make me feel that I’m not doing the wrong thing…
One more thing, when I said I will join the one week tuition this holidays, he looked at me and asked where is the tuition… as if he really care and he even told me that he is finding tuition centre now when I asked him if he remember our promise,,,
I was touch, really… How I wish that the time will just at that moment forever…
I never care about a stranger so much and I asked him if he feels that I’m weird and he knocked shyly…