A sudden shocked from Kent

Kent came suddenly. He called me the night before. I was so surprised, at first I asked him not to come, but he kept saying that he wanted to come and he already packed everything.
I went to meet him at Masjid Tanah. His uncle dropped him at Alor Gajah and he came to Masjid Tanah by taxi, which cost him RM20.
I was so nervous, but when I got to see him, all the nervous gone away. I was so calm that I was afraid that I didn’t love him anymore after all those things happened here. He said that he wrote a letter to me to tell me how he felt about my decision to stay back here to help Eric… and regarding the entire smoking thing and drank.
We had a long talk and I kept saying that I allowed him to find a better girl, as I felt that he is too nice to be mine and I’m afraid that I will hurt him by the end of the day. However, I asked him to tackle me once again if we really break one day. He said he will not as I might have loved somebody else at that time.
I brought him to Pantai Kundur and found Fizie, but he is not in the shop. I bought him to the places that Hc and me used to hang around. I even brought him to Eric’s house and talked to his mom. Eric came for twice and told me that he cannot come for the tuition. At first, he told me that he broke up with both of his girlfriends and said that he wanted to go to Melaka town and find another new girlfriend, who is nice and know how to look after him. I introduced him to Kent and he was so ashamed and dare not to look straight to Kent while shake hands with Kent. Kent later told me that he can felt that Eric respects me so much. Eric asked when did Kent came and said that he must be worry about me so that he came. I said I didn’t do anything bad why should he worry about me. He and Fitri laughed at one kind after heard what I said. What? What? What?
He came again at the night to tell me the he can’t come for the tuition as he needed to sell his computer to get some money. He asked me if I brought Kent to his place this evening. I said yes and he said that people at this place chaos about me bringing a new boyfriend, I told him I only have this boyfriend, not an old one or not even a new one. He just smiled.
HC, Kent and I went to MP. Kent brought a pink color shirt as I said that I wished to see him wearing something in pink. We took some pictures in front MP. I called Eric asking if he come for the tuition. He said he just came back from Genting and too tired to come. He said that he went there with his girlfriend’s mom. But tonight he told me that is only friend, not girlfriend.
Kent went back this evening. I brought him to eat the famous Chicken Rice Ball at Red House, walked along Jonker Street, ate Mee Curry Rendang, Baba Cendol, Chocolate shake, French fried and bla…bla…bla… he bought me the Teddy Bear that smiled at me yesterday at MP and it looked exactly the same like the one that we saw in Parkson, Kuching last time. I was so happy and he name him Onizuka. Hehe…
He cried in the phone after went back to JB. I was heart break and I was eating ABC and burger in Fardil’s shop at the time he called. He said that he can’t live without me, neither can I. I wish that we will never have to apart like this anymore, but it might take a long time for his parents and family to understand his decision to let go his job at Singapore and come back to Malaysia. Mom called me after received a call from Kent. She asked me to ask Kent to come back to Malaysia…
I went to find Eric and he was ready with a cigarette in his hand. He was surprised and threw his cigarette away when he saw us. I smiled at him and cracked my fingers. He smiled also and told me that he took 4 and a half today. He asked if Kent go back already. I gave him the small present that I bought last week and he said its very inconvenience for me to do so. I said nope, as long as you study and change. He looked at the present and said it was a love there. I laughed myself to die and said that I will push him to the gauge if he said it again. I gave him the proverbs that I wrote and asked him to read a page before he sleeps every night and find dictionary for the unfamiliar words. He said okay. It is the only thing that I can do for him and will be with him even if after I go away later. I talked to his friend, Rahmat and said that I wanted to sign on his injured leg. He said okay, but then I found that Eric is saying something to him as if asking him not to tease me, if I’m not mistaken.
Memorable, first time from the back, 11 June 2006.